if any 1 knows mr mark eustace please get in contact with him im sure he would love to hear from all of his friends from the army. i hope to meet most of you at winchester. dad i just want to say thanks for thei oppotunity to see all of your army friends pss i think that we should get a tent just in case tony dosnt bring the caravan lve ya jenxxx:
Hello Jen. Its dad here. I will get hold of a tent just in case, but i don,t know where i can park the car up, but i,m sure if some of my mates out there read this they could help me out. We will see anyway. Speak to you soon, love dad. xxxx
i thought that me and you were always going to be close but i think that we both know that we have drifted apart and i think that it is the best for both of us to just get out of each others lives as u keep making me upset since ive seen you ive had noting but lies upsets and letdown and you have been a disappointment to me ur not the dad i remember from when i was 3 or was it just the fact that i didn't understand that my dad was nice on the outside but horrible and unforgivable on the inside. i planned a nice day out but as always things have to get in the way and you go down Joanne's instead of coming to see me i mean its your life but you carnt just go round telling lies or secrecy its not fair on other people and its not fair on me its destroying me and if you really knew how i feet i feel like i don't know you at all but i do know 1 thing im doing this for the best i want to live my life in happiness not with lies and secrets and disappointments because that's all you are to me and i do love you but i feel sometimes that you don't love me as much as i love you. i wanted you to see me grow up and have children and to be there for me when i have children but im sorry dad that will never happen and as much as i want it too i know that if i let you back into my life it will never work out. you are the worst farther in the world u never thought me how life really is all you do is chuck money at me when thins get heard for you or when u feel like saying sorry but it hasn't helped me at all and i blame you for the way i have turned out and i could never forgive you for that. well have a nice life with ur daughter and jo I hope every thing works out for you all and i hope to god that you never leave that girl with no father like you did with me and i knew that you went off with Jacky and just left me i just didn't want to believe it that was all but please don't do it to Katy i know how it feels and it broke my little heart i wanted a dad so long and now that i have one i now that i wasn't missing much as they are all the same. but please don't leave her for her sake. u must know how it feels u got left by both parents and i bet that you didn't like it well try it when u were 3/4 its not a good feeling especially when you have no idea what's going on. and im sorry if im making you cry but so am i im just sad that things have ended this way and that your never going to be there for me but like you say you have 1 less thing to worry about now you can go down joz and you wont have to play games with people.
How the devil are you. Just in case you've forgotten who I am, I did 7 days in the Nick after I refused to do your Guard Duty when you got hit in the face with the champagne bottle cork back in Celle. Don't worry, I look back on it now and think what a hoot. let me know how you are. Junior.
Don't worry, I look back on it now and think what a hoot. let me know how you are. Junior.
